there is something about rainy weather that makes me think of the good ol' days. ha. last night aaron and i talked about how lucky we were to have gone on a cruise in europe. it makes me happy when i think about it :) here are some pics of the honeymoon..not that anyone cares...but i heart them. yes. i just said heart them.
side note. don't you hate when people use " " ..these too much. like we didn't get the "point"...duh. ha. random....
valentines day. i sort of hate to love this holiday. it's the kind of day that builds every ridiculous expectation of relationships and romance only to leave you feeling sad and old. ha.(and let me just say, aaron makes an effort..did you see my 12 days of christmas? no, it just does something completely irrational to my sense of happiness). i suddenly expect to feel like i am dating again..and as we all know,
Marriage is NOT Dating.
That is to say, marriage is WAY harder but also more fulfilling and definitely more real, while dating is just excitement and flirtation. maybe that's it. i forget how amazing and important honesty, reality (i.e. being real) and loving a person even if their eyes swell shut everyday (allergic reaction, ask me later) really is. i just want to feel new, exciting, and smokin' hot. ha. so here are my goals for this year's love fest.
1. chill out 2. love unselfishly 3. eat a lot
and maybe make my traditional v-day sugar explosion. muah.
here is a video of aaron and me in paris..and in love. ahhhh
yes. i am a horrible blogger. acknowledged. so yes, aaron did finish the 12 days of christmas. i now have a new i-phone, and other various electronic devices to prove it. and yes, an i-phone really is better than a google phone (or pretty much any other phone i've seen) so there. ha.
tonight i'm sitting in st. george. i've just finished singing three pieces with orchestra and it was SO amazing to perform again. i feel i've been out of solo singing practice for quite some time. it was a fun opportunity to jump back in (and get paid. thank you jack).
should we see if i can upload a video? probably not...but let's find out anyway.... here goes...
and nope. it seems it is too large to upload. sigh. welp. must sleep.